fighter89the2nd

Well I got my C level certification done. Yay! I have my final interview for the army this month!! If I get the spot, I'll try to transfer to infantry from armour. Work is going well. Made a good arrest this past week, although the constable and I had a bit of a mess catching up to all the paper work. All good shit going on though. m/

I have 2 new kitties making a total of 5 kitties. ^.^

Their names are Dante and May West haha Dante is an orange tabby although his fur is so light it's more bond than anything. They're both so damn cute!! ^.^

Anyway ROOOOAAAAOOOORRRR! Life is so fuckin nuts and metal right now. Got my basic rescuer and C level cirtification coming up this month then it's off to apply to every police force from here to timbucktoo (however the fuck you spell that) haha

got my heavy shit together with this band of mine "Perfect Render" Keeping it METAL!! m/

damn not sure what else is up right now. Not much...

Take it easy all m/

Still working on working. Health is apparently going to shit. Just have to do what my doc says and keep working away.

Well shit is getting where I want it to go, slowly but surely. I've been working hard on what's important to me. Haven't ever drummed better than I am right now. One of my new year's resolutions is to become the best metal drumer in Canada by 2011. My training is going great as well. I'm up to 170lbs and have about a 10% bfp. Basically the best condition of my life. going for an auxilary police position this march. Probably do reserves training as well. Hoping that music is going to be a serious go this year. right now just working for that pay check, keeping all options open and working up my skills!

Keep it fuckin metal!!! m/

Just keeping it metal. Although, I've finally decided to stop cutting myself off. So, I might be going on a date with a 30 year old this week, just because she's really sweet and smokin hot. What's not to like. My attitude unfortunately is whatever.

On to other things. I'm trying to shut up my emotions to get things done right. Now, hopefully she won't even read this, but she probably will and I've said my peace to her already so it doesn't matter much, but I miss my ex. I avoid her simply because of this to an extent. I still care so I call here and there, but it's not easy. I must be fucked to be hanging on so much but whatever. Hopefully we'll hang out soon though. The opposite gender is being dificult for me right now. Finally it's my biggest problem. So I guess I can't complain. My personal affairs are a mess. Been seeing some people here and there this month but nothing adds up. It's all worthless to me in the end. I guess I'm just no good at being single. That being said, all that shit out of the way. Fuck it man. I'm getting where I wanna go. Drumming better than ever. Dates aren't the only proposal I've received. Many bands have asked me to work with them lately. It's great to get some recognition for doing what I love. Fuck it all! Kepping it metal! RAAAAOOOOAAAR! m/